weo i jusd found owt im goin tu die..isnt dat awsum...now i kan get owt of peoplez livez..ezspeciallee cara since she hatez me...datz gud kuz i waz trin tu make her hate me by duin dat..i want her tu foget me..foget nethin dat ever happond btween uz...i reallee dyd luv her..i stio du...buh i kant hold on tu her ne longer...datz y...im lettin go...itz lyk im dyin 2ce..buh mai 2nd death neva happon yet..buh it will...im nawt goin tu explain nethin...jush foget bout me itz dat eazy...1st 1 iz kuz i hab tu let go of cara...she iz mai lyf...mai 1st...im gonna mizz ezpeciallee her...::sigh::aite denz...im owt...

Take this stupid survey please!!!.............

WOULD YOU?

() go out with me?
() give me your number?
() kiss me?
() let me kiss you?
() watch a movie with me?
() take me out to dinner?
() drive me somewhere
() cut some rug with me?
() take a shower with me?
() be my bf/gf?
() have a fling with me?
() Listen to me if I called you crying even if you were out with all of your friends?
() buy me a drink?
() take me home for the night?
() Would you let me sleep in your bed?
() Sing car karaoke w/ me?
() sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
() give me oral?
() re-post this for me to answer your questions?
() give me a piggyback ride?
() Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere


do you's

1. do you think im cute?
2. do you want to kiss me?
3. do you want to cuddle wit me?
4. do you want to hook up with me?

are we's
1. are we aquintences?
2. are we friends?
3. are we in a relationship?
4. are we gonna have kids?

am i's
1. am i smart?
2. am i cute?
3. am i funny?
4. am i cool?


have you ever?
1. have you ever thought about me?
2. have you ever thought there might be an "us"?
3. have you ever thought about hookin up with me?
4. have you ever found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
5. have you ever wished i were there?

are you's
1. are you done with this survey?
2. are you happy you know me?
3. are you mad at me?
4. are you thinkin bout me?
5. are you going to repost this so that i will return the favor?

x3 dOoKy: hey..
DaDeSiReD2DiE1: sawp..
x3 dOoKy: nm..
DaDeSiReD2DiE1: ok..
x3 dOoKy: but andrew.. uhmm.. i need time
DaDeSiReD2DiE1: wat du u mean...
x3 dOoKy: i wannu break up.. for now..
DaDeSiReD2DiE1: ...
DaDeSiReD2DiE1: y................
x3 dOoKy: i dun wanna wait anymore..
DaDeSiReD2DiE1: did i du sumtin?
x3 dOoKy: i mean.. i will wait.. but i dun wanna pass up pplz while i m..
DaDeSiReD2DiE1: k fyn w/e u wan
x3 dOoKy: no u didnt..
x3 dOoKy: are u mad?
DaDeSiReD2DiE1: k bai
x3 dOoKy: andrew...
x3 dOoKy: plz dun be like this..
x3 dOoKy: )=
DaDeSiReD2DiE1: lyk wah
DaDeSiReD2DiE1: ...
DaDeSiReD2DiE1: bai
x3 dOoKy: ...
x3 dOoKy: fine.. byee..
DaDeSiReD2DiE1: ya u jush du it a dai after our aniversary or..fo u a dai on our aniversary

DaDeSiReD2DiE1: damnit man
lonely diva69: well hi tew u tew
DaDeSiReD2DiE1: o ya
DaDeSiReD2DiE1: hi firzt
DaDeSiReD2DiE1: ok hi
lonely diva69: psh... there u go
DaDeSiReD2DiE1: damnit man
lonely diva69: seems lyk sum1 4got th
lonely diva69: their mannerz*
lonely diva69: lol
lonely diva69: nah...
lonely diva69: wat's up?
DaDeSiReD2DiE1: haha...
DaDeSiReD2DiE1: well she broke uwp wid me agen
DaDeSiReD2DiE1: ova derz d 14th rite
lonely diva69: y?
lonely diva69: yupz
DaDeSiReD2DiE1: on a dai datz our aniversary tu...
DaDeSiReD2DiE1: she sed she doeznt wan tu wait nemoe
lonely diva69: wait anymore for wat?
DaDeSiReD2DiE1: fo me tu kum bak
lonely diva69: u're cumming baq?
lonely diva69: i thought u live up there?
DaDeSiReD2DiE1: no
DaDeSiReD2DiE1: shez in hawaii
DaDeSiReD2DiE1: no i might kum bak tu vistit
lonely diva69: oO
DaDeSiReD2DiE1: visit*
lonely diva69: well it's hard u no.. mai boi/f went tew new zealand for a week and i couldn't stand it... i missed him so much... maybe hur missing u jus overwhelmed hur already
DaDeSiReD2DiE1: well i got mad n blokd her
lonely diva69: o fucking smart....
lonely diva69: psh....
lonely diva69: that's not the best thing...
lonely diva69: member wat happened last tym u guys broke up?
lonely diva69: she asked u baq out ryt??
DaDeSiReD2DiE1: ya...buh she also sed she doeznt wan tu wait bkuz shez gonna mite wan tu go owt wid oda guyz n nwt mizz d opertunity or w/e
lonely diva69: omg....
lonely diva69: then she's not worth it
lonely diva69: trust me
lonely diva69: if she's gonna throw away all u guys had for sum otha guy then she got sum problemz
DaDeSiReD2DiE1: wat du u mean den shez not worth it...
lonely diva69: u treat hur a lot better than she treats u
lonely diva69: she's not worth it... u deserve better
DaDeSiReD2DiE1: x3 dOoKy: i wannu break up.. for now..
DaDeSiReD2DiE1: x3 dOoKy: i dun wanna wait anymore..
lonely diva69: "for now??"
lonely diva69: that's not ryt....
DaDeSiReD2DiE1: x3 dOoKy: i mean.. i will wait.. but i dun wanna pass up pplz while i m..
lonely diva69: THAT'S FUCKING BULLSHYT
DaDeSiReD2DiE1: x3 dOoKy: are u mad?
lonely diva69: I WOULD BE FURIOUS!!!!
DaDeSiReD2DiE1: x3 dOoKy: plz dun be like this..
x3 dOoKy: )=
DaDeSiReD2DiE1: DaDeSiReD2DiE1: lyk wah
DaDeSiReD2DiE1: ...
DaDeSiReD2DiE1: bai
x3 dOoKy: ...
x3 dOoKy: fine.. byee..
DaDeSiReD2DiE1: ya u jush du it a dai after our aniversary or..fo u a dai on our aniversary
lonely diva69: "i don't wana pass up ppl while i'm waiting?"
lonely diva69: omfg... dat's not ryt
lonely diva69: u deserve so much bettah
lonely diva69: u've been waiting jus as long as she has
lonely diva69: but u neva complained...
DaDeSiReD2DiE1: ya i neva
lonely diva69: jus leave hur
lonely diva69: 4get about hur...
lonely diva69: it really wasn't ment tew b
lonely diva69: if she can't wait den it's jus not ryt.... i'm telling u U DESERVE sum1 hu will wait 3 years jus tew c u for a week
lonely diva69: now that's luv
lonely diva69: but sum1 hu wants tew hook up w/ ppl n can't wait... well... u call it w/e u want
DaDeSiReD2DiE1: ::sigh::
DaDeSiReD2DiE1: buh...i stio luv her
lonely diva69: u no i'm ryt though
DaDeSiReD2DiE1: du u dink im stoopid fo stio luvin her...
lonely diva69: no
lonely diva69: i think she's stupid for not realizing wat she has
lonely diva69: n jus throwing it all away lyk dis
DaDeSiReD2DiE1: wat DOEZ she HAVE?
lonely diva69: u...
lonely diva69: sum1 hu luvs hur
lonely diva69: hu'll neva hurt hur...
lonely diva69: hu'll always try tew make all her bad days seem better than they really r
lonely diva69: 1ce she get's hurt bai sum jerk she'll realize wat she HAD w/ u n only then will she realize wat she had done
DaDeSiReD2DiE1:
DaDeSiReD2DiE1: u no...u should b a poet...
lonely diva69: i suck at wrting poemz
DaDeSiReD2DiE1: well wat u jush sed...kan b a poem...
lonely diva69: well wat i say is from the heart
DaDeSiReD2DiE1: i no it iz
DaDeSiReD2DiE1: datz y it would b a good poem...
lonely diva69: well here... u take it n make into a poem n then u can put it in ur profile for every1 to c
DaDeSiReD2DiE1: um...ok...
DaDeSiReD2DiE1: i dunt dink i kan...
lonely diva69: how cumz?
DaDeSiReD2DiE1: dunt u memba...i lyk makin poemz 4om MAI heart...not 4om oda pepoz...

welp...@ least she karez...n lani...n julie...n ashley...

i wish i didnt leave...if i didnt leave...den...i dunt dink we wood grow apart...

i waz goin tu kum baq...jush fo her...buh now...i dunt even wan tu kum baq i jush wanna die n neva kum baq